Whoo.


10-10-10

Wow. Busy times... Just wanted to add... and pardon my french... but THESE places F***king scare me!!! http://www.jesus-is-savior.com/

A personal favorite...

I got her August 9th 2010

I just didn't have my camera at the time to do a unfolding ceremony so I just busted into the box, unwrapped her and changed her eyes and was like shabam, I did it all in the car @ The post office too... I got some odd looks... :3

Hhhhheeeerrrreeee she issss!!!



Amongst re ment room




close up


And in the middle of uploading these picture this thought occured to me (as I was also uploading videos to youtube...) What would happen if the internet all the sudden became so full of all of our information and uploads that is all the sudden flashed against the screen saying 'internet full' or something along the lines of that and then what if what happened next was the computer then took all our information in and started to reprogram itself? Dumping our information, toatally cleaning itself, or what if it then came to understand human kind fully and became a being all of its own? What if that sort of thing happened? WAR OF THE WORLDS???? No, but think about such things as they add a layer of interesting into our dull lives. Think about it, Internet brings ALOT of wierd stuff to us regularly (If you know how to use it) and can really make a boring life seem less bleak... Anyway. Yay for little rants and the ability to type what I am thinking realitivily fast with spelling errors at a fair minimum. :3 Sort of.

...

Feel neglected my personal, and not really so personal, web - diary? well here is a big 'ol load of good and not so good stuff that has been packed in these few weeks of non blogging.

Parents decided to split and I had been living with just my mother at our house until today... will continue story later...


August 26th is were I last recall and when some of the good stuff happened, Setsuko finally arrived!!!

August 28th Bao arrived! (sideways I know...)


And My other little doll is at the post office for me to pick up tomarrow.




I got my rement the same day as Bao. First rement ever purchased.


(Some of the adorable miniatures.)

My first fursuit arrived on the 5th. YAY! I will upload pics once my evil camera gets a charging after all this frantic moving from place to place. (In a moment you will find out what I mean.)


and iCandy Techno dog will be on her way from the UK and these are her feetpaws the seller made for me!!!




Annd found a fursuit I had wanted for a long time up for sale again, and have already paid half of it.... YAY.



I ended up working seven days in a row. *phew* annnd on the sixth day during my lunch break found an abandoned and injured pidgeon in the parking lot... I ended up putting her in my car and taking her home... more on that topic later as well...

I sold Wasabi my pomerainian... :C Very sad... but he found a good home.... ended up that I didn't even have to get rid of him like I originally thought... pooop.




Still am trying to find my ferret a home...

Gave Melody one of my cockatiels a home about a month and a half ago...



Today my mother moved out of the house in with a co worker of mine (my manager and also ex bf's mother)

Now I live with my stepdad, but hey, I got a room with windows and my cat can live inside with me.... and hey, I get to have the winter to myself AND a ATV.

Study time is comming up, and I am hoping my dear one will finally show up to school.

I got tired of cleaning my room today and it has been raining crazy for a long time and then it broke up for about an hour, It was sunny and I figured I would take my two birds outside for some fresh fall air.... little did I remember to clip their wings. My second closest pet, my cockatiel Sweetheart took flight, at first she didn't believe she could fly and once she realized what she was doing I totally lost sight of her. I WAS HEART BROKEN... I have had been having a bad pet week all week and now this???? After an hour of frantic searching and a downpour of tears I finally heard her silly little chirrups. Found her and grabbed her and brought her inside, followed by ALOT of kisses...

I will type later, as I did all this in a very uncomfortable pose and now my left arm is killing me lol....

(Holy CRUD. A minute after that I tried to publish this post and it said I couldn't clicked the back browser as the webpage told me to and IT WAS GONE all that TYPING WAS GONE!!!! Thank God for that automatic saver*)

* fellow bloggers will understand I am sure.

Setsuko (27cm Bobobie Ni)

ARRIVED TODAY!!! (July 26, 2010) <3

Here are some pics. I will upload a video I am making later!!!

Setsuko (27cm Bobobie Ni)

(I will get better picture soon.)


Height: 27cm Gender: female Eyes: blue Hair: blonde Ethnicity: Korean

She is quite but loves cuddling.

Atarashi (D.O.D Homme Ducan)

Height: 61cm Gender: male Eyes: blue Hair: black Ethnicity: Korean

He is very intelligent, and works with magic. He loves being outside or sitting and reading. He loves animals, cats have his heart. He is related to Ni.

My ideal BJD family

I own Atarashi currenty (Dream of Doll D.O.T Homme Ducan)
Setsuko is being shipped to me (27cm bobobie 'Ni') as in the knights who say ni lol
Oni is being paid for (purchasing from Denver Doll emporium, a bobobie 27cm 'Bao')
Edgar is a 60cm Leekeworld doll who I plan to buy just the head of and get a Fdoll body for
Basil is a bobobie Ariel who I have loved long time ^^
Wilheilm is also bobobie who I am trying to figure out what skin color to get, I would like light gray or white...

We will see! ^^

Basil planning to be having pale blue eyes, blonde hair.
Edgar planning to have white skin hazel eyes and long pale blonde hair.
Oni planning to have light brown hair and ??? eyes...
Setsuko having blonde or pink changing hair with blue eyes
Wilheilm Has no plans... <3

I believe

In demons, dragons and aliens for sure. I know there are 'ghosts'. I also kinda believe in mermaids, fairies, gnomes, unicorns and creatures such as werewolves and vampires. What do you believe in? (please don't post about Jesus Christ though... because he isn't "mythical")

Saturday nights alone...

I spend 'em watching movies like Bambi.... <3 First time ever to watch Bambi.

picture by: Rexking on Deviantart

... Ah, hi ho hi ho off to work we go...

(Made by : Da-Phase-Meister on Deviantart)

Hohum. Had two days off and was enjoying the time, now it's back to work for me, at least for two days, I get my schedule today, so we will see how many days I work straight with the blasted toe of mine. ^_^ Hopefully it starts to heal so I can start to work normally again. Until then, my stalker friends, sayonara!



(Made by:)

So much in my life

My fursuit made it to Wasilla, was shipped back again, Will be getting it when I pay shipping, using a different shipper. Went on shopping rampage and bought a TON of anime. Getting a dollfie, bobobie Ni in approx. 3 weeks.
I got a new computer, my own very first personal computer in which I am typing this on in my dark room in the middle of the night. XD *SQEEE*
Hurah, also got to FINALLY download my Oblivion and sims 3 onto a computer that is actually compatable with them.
Had a guy trying to be a boyfriend or something, ugh. Got rid of him. Guys r grody. Hekke, heehee. =;3;= N Imma too cuuute. <3 Heh.
Other than that my home life has sunk and I broka toe to boot... :C I don't know wether I'm comming or going. I want to move out.
Should I? hmm. Im gonna probably be blogging more frequent now! Bye bye.

EDGAR ALLEN POE - A DREAM WITHIN A DREAM

Take this kiss upon the brow!
And, in parting from you now,
Thus much let me avow-
You are not wrong, who deem
That my days have been a dream;
Yet if hope has flown away
In a night, or in a day,
In a vision, or in none,
Is it therefore the less gone?
All that we see or seem
Is but a dream within a dream.

I stand amid the roar
Of a surf-tormented shore,
And I hold within my hand
Grains of the golden sand-
How few! yet how they creep
Through my fingers to the deep,
While I weep- while I weep!
O God! can I not grasp
Them with a tighter clasp?
O God! can I not save
One from the pitiless wave?
Is all that we see or seem
But a dream within a dream?

ZOMG!!!

Pokemon Black and White???

I may be getting a fursuit commished.

CELEBRATE! Video time!

Last post was my 50th let's party! Here are some great vids to do so with!!!

Electropolis from Kevin McCullough on Vimeo.

Second Wind from Ian Worrel on Vimeo.

Haha!

Your mind is ready to absorb new information. Trying something new and unusual is just what you would prefer. This is the way new ideas are spawned and it could be a breakthrough time for you. You could discover something new or design a better approach to an old idea. This is also an energetic time; your communication abilities are inspired. Not only is it a creative time, it is a time when you should be able to get your point across with enthusiasm. Fear is not for you today; you are ready and willing to express yourself--and you do it well. Be careful that you do not go on a spending spree this evening, for you may appreciate the beauty and value of everything you encounter. Budgeting and investing are worthy of your attention.

That was my daily Horoscope for Scorpio. Which I am.

I did go on a spree today! I bought myself a Princess of Wales parakeet! She was $200 on sale from $800!!! She gets along with my two cockatiels!

Today was also the first day I tried Coca Cola, and yesterday I tried Pepsi. I think I like the pepsi less. <3 Mountain dew voltage still has my heart, so does the three year ann. of Vault...

Love ya!

WAHHH!!!

My fursuit STILL hasn't come. :( just thought I would post SOMETHING.... <3

MOre interesting medical from Delmar Learning course!

A nulligravida (null-ih-GRAV-ih-dah) is a woman who has never been pregnant (nulli means none and gravida means pregnant).

A nullipara (nuh-LIP-ah-rah) is a woman who has never borne a viable child (nulli means none and para means to bring forth).

A primigravida (prye-mih-GRAV-ih-dah) is a woman during her first pregnancy (primi means first and gravida means pregnant).

A primipara (prye-MIP-ah-rah) is a woman who has borne one child (primi means first and para means to bring forth).

Multiparous (mul-TIP-ah-rus) means a woman who has given birth two or more times (multi means many and parous means having borne one or more children).

In loving memory N.D.H

My dear, you have been gone since August 28, 2009. Since then I have lost contact with you. I miss you, my mind tried for so long to block you out of my memories Icannot let myself forget... Now that I have kept your memories all I think about is you. I love you, but you have gone.

For future reference

Birthmarks

A port-wine stain is a large reddish purple discoloration of the face or neck. This discoloration will not resolve without treatment (Figure 12.9). See Laser Treatments of Skin Conditions.
A strawberry hemangioma (hee-man-jee-OH-mah or heh-man-jee-OH-mah) is a soft raised birthmark. This dark reddish purple growth is a benign tumor made up of newly formed blood vessels. These usually resolve without treatment by about age 7 years.



Figure 12.9 Types of birthmarks:

(A) Port-wine stain;

(B) Strawberry hemangioma

My Essay so far...

Adolf Eichmann, die Nuremburg ‘trials’ und Die Berliner Mauer
(Adolf Eichmann, the Nuremburg trials and the Berlin Wall)


Adolf Eichmann:

Adolf Eichmann, born in March 1906, moved to Austria from Germany. He lived his childhood in Linz Austria, where his school-mates called him the ‘little Jew’ due to Adolf Eichmann’s darker complexion and appearance.
Eichmann would become a soldier in the Austrian Nazi party in 1932 at age 26, leading him to become a SS member. Later on in his life, 1934 at age 28, Eichmann became a SS corporal at Dachau, which was an early concentration camp. Eichmann specialized in the Jewish segment of the camp; he learned of all the important Jews and learned of their culture through taking notes when he interacted with them.
Eichmann had an extreme interest in the Jews and held a great promise for the Nazi party. Eichmann soon became a ‘Jewish Specialist’, he went to Jewish parts of town and synagogues in which he wrote his note; Eichmann learned a bit of Hebrew, he became thoroughly aware of Zionism, and he blended in with the Jews fairly well. He even learned how to speak some of the Jews native tongue, Yiddish.
Since his work was so successful Eichmann caught Heinrich Himmler’s and Reinhard Heydrich’s attention, both of which were SS over seers. Himmler and Heydrich put Eichmann into the SD section of the SS, which was the ‘Scientific Museum of Jewish Affairs’. The SD’s purpose was to come up with the ‘Jewish solution’ which was created by Adolf Hitler and the Nazi party. The Jewish Solution was the solution to the Jewish problem, or in other words ‘how to rid of the Jews appropriately and efficiently’ and how to keep them from immigrating.
Adolf Eichmann established the Central Office for Jewish Immigration in 1938; this is where the ‘Solution’ would start. The office would take in Jews and give them permits to leave Austria safely only if they gave up all their possessions and wealth, though many thought this was a harsh way to go their ignorance kept them from predicting what would grow of the ‘Jewish Solution’. The Nazis, including Eichmann, at the office would allow only the Jews that paid with all they had go through and leave Austria, many Jews decided against leaving Austria due to the heavy price to pay. Nearly 100,000 Jews fled from Austria through the office, this sparked similar offices in Berlin and Prague.
Eichmann became one of the most important men of the Reich, as well as Himmler, Heydrich and Hitler himself. This allowed him to do more within the Reich and supervise the outcome of the Reich’s battles.
As the Solution grew Heydrich and Eichmann ordered the Jews in Poland, which at the time had the largest Jewish population, to be rounded up and put into concentration and camps.

Learning is fun!

The macula lutea (MACK-you-lah LOO-tee-ah) is a clearly defined yellow area in the center of the retina (macula means spot and lutea means yellow). This is the area of sharpest central vision.

The fovea centralis (FOH-vee-ah sen-TRAH-lis) is a pit in the middle of the macula lutea. Color vision is best in this area because it contains a high concentration of cones.

Hello world. I don't to be a negative Nancy BUT I am a bit
deppressed. So I figured I'd blog abit. To be honest blogging and writing help me cope. I am busy @ school and am taking a break, I will be working from 3 to 7. Im pooped, I feel as though I'm gonna just drop. I know how many people are feeling the same, so if you want drop a comment and maybe I can help, I like to help, maybe that would help both of us?

OV

If I do in fact have Ovarian cancer, I'm gonna get the sexual surgery and become 'Stanley' then... since I won't be able to actually have children. My only reason of being a female...
Mood: Down

CAT POWER!

K. So my favorite type/family of animals is felidae a.k.a felines, my personal favorite is the Cougar (a.ka mountaion lion, california lion, puma, etc) and one of my best friends fav is a wolf. We always get into who would beat who, cougars have a 85% hit rate versus wolves at an 8% hit... who would win? No wonder I always beat her at any battle we have, she fears me, lol. We are furs, I don't ACTUALLY beat my friend. =^_^= Yauy for kitty awsomeness!

look what I made

Hohum. I sew for two n a half hours on Tuesday n cut all the way to my Dermis layer on my finger due to endless thread scrapping over it. Then this Thursday morning I give myself a second degree burn on the other hands pinky, stings like crazy. Lol, I was straigtening my hair, like always, n caught my pinky in between the sides, burning it without really realizing it... hah. Leave it to me.

Hanadeka would be jealous

fur stuff

Horoscopes...

Today:

"...you may find urself...making a special phone call...There is a chance to visit with someone u have been thinking about." (I have the one who is missing's number, do I dare call? Or will he miraculously show up? Either way, he is the only person I have truthfully been thinking about...)

Fursuit Finally paid off!

My fursuit will b here in 3 days. YAY! Ok she said she would ship it Friday, so about 5 days... I am still exited!

Here is a song I have made recently It's called "Trippy"

http://coloringwithcrayons.podbean.com/mf/web/jgtvyx/Trippy.mp3

Yay

$15.00 left for my fursuit to be fully paid off!!!

Other than that not much is new. I have written alot of the Stanley story so far. Maybe I'll put a clip on here for you.

That annnnnnddd I wok up shaking on Thursday, that was 'fun' so I satyed home from school, still went to work. My attendance is good so I figured what the heck, one day won't hurt.

That and my dear's absince is really getting me...

What I Learned today

The frontal lobe controls motor functions.

The parietal lobe receives and interprets nerve impulses from the sensory receptors.

The occipital lobe controls eyesight.

The temporal lobe controls the senses of hearing and smell.


That certain horoscopes are actually very acurate.

That about 2000 steps equals a mile

Hohum

I wish I was old enough to adopt, I wish I lived on my own home away from chaos so that I could adopt...

I'd love to adopt this kid...

http://www.nwae.org/Profile-OR.php?case=c7114

But I'm not old enough and he is in Oregon. I have a open heart and want to provide a sweet heart a structured loving home. His personality sounds perfect.

^_^ I love psychology, child psychology is my speciality. I want to help a child through issues cause I've been there too. If only if only Sarah cries, if people were only kinder....

MOre skully vids ^^

Cutest boi in da wurld...

Hallo

Long time no blog. Haha. I have been super busy working my new job, and searching for a lost friend. I hope I can find out where he went.

A whole Skull of alot of fun...

Okay. So I was out walking Wednesday and saw a skull shimmering at me in a snow bank, I didn't examine it right away. I figured it was just a moose skull. Boring. I got up close to it and realized I couldn't Identify the species right off. I grabbed it and snuck it a few feet into the woods to hide it so I could pack my backpack and go get it Thursday, which I did, deliberatley after I got off the bus from school. That night I 'observed it', and these are my videos in order of taking them.

Only in Alaska

Ok. So the snow is melting and there are HUGE muddy water puddles on the side of the road. I went went walking and saw three boys out on with a one rider four wheeler. What was funny was that one of the boys had a board tied off on a rope that was attatched to the four wheeeler, they placed the board on the puddle and the four wheeler would take the boarder on a "mud ride". Only in Alaska...

Hi hi

Wow. Iam doing this from school... I should be studing. Oh well. This shouldn't take long...

I say this on theonion.com and found it sad. Thought I would share it. It is really quite amazing though... Any way, back to work for me. (Myschool allows me to blog and not tolook at my blog... wierd. Stupid phantom technology)



Scientists Successfully Teach Gorilla It Will Die Someday

Hmmm.

I wish someone would follow me... Is there anybody out there?

Tis my NEW fursuit!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dTh2hfPW0UA

This always make me laugh like crazy

updates updates (putades)

Yayz. What I've been up to this past week and so forth...



Since blogs are "me me me and more ME!!!" Here is a recent picture of the most FABULOUS Me...



Dog abuse...



Hmmm. I don't know what to think of these cute things yet... hmmm. They smell like pee but they don't taste as bad as they smell. ^^ I've never ate octopus so I thought I would give these a try opposed to eating one of my favorite marine friends.




These are two of the teenager themed books I am reading. I typically don't read books like this, but hey, I gotta learn what my peers like. ( and to be honest, I did'nt really like twilight but New moon has grabbed me and I'm nearly done. lol thanks to my best friends urgency for me to read the saga...)



Other books I'm munchin' on...



Ponyo is a new addition of mine! I love Studio Ghibli and worship his artwork. Oi. Wonderful movie. Watch it! I picked up this copy of Fullmetal Alcheist @ my local thrift. I planned to sell it or trade it, but now that I have read it I'm not letting it go! Lol. I never knew it was so funny and interesting. Check it out, I was surprised. I typically don't like 'action' but this was more of a comedy to me... yay.



BEST GAMES EVER! I was so exited when I got Soulsilver... regardless if Lugia is weaker than Ho-oH as my friend remarks, but my Ds has been dying lately and It started to go black and die when I was in an hour or so into it the first day I got it. Luckily it has stopped as of now... never can be so sure with tehknohologiii.... ish beih getihn hawrdewr deese pahst fehw yeahs... Any way. I love pokemon.

HallO!

Well, now. Not mush to say...

FINALLY

I finally read a whole book! I haven't had much free time and I felt like tackling a book. You HAVE TO check it out. It's called "Can't get there from here" by Todd Strasser





Check out Amazon for a good review...

This is cute

Chalk from connor richards on Vimeo.

This is stunning

Japan-The Strange Country (English ver.) from Kenichi on Vimeo.

Jk

Just for fun

This is weird, but
interesting!

fi yuo cna
raed tihs, yuo hvae a sgtrane mnid too

Cna yuo raed tihs? Olny 55 plepoe
out of 100 can.

i cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht
I was rdanieg.. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig to a rscheearch
at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it dseno't mtaetr in waht oerdr the ltteres in a wrod
are, the olny iproamtnt tihng is taht the frsit and lsat ltteer be in the rghit
pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it whotuit a pboerlm.
Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the
wrod as a wlohe. Azanmig huh? yaeh and I awlyas tghuhot slpeling was ipmorantt!

Lol

Okay. So I was filling out an application and flipped my way to the 'medical' questionaire. Now, we ALL know how I love metal music so I laughed out loud when it asked if I had ever experianced "Heavy Metal poisoning". I almost said yes...


Hello. Sorry I neglect you so.

SO much has been happening here in da hood. (Don't ask)

So much funny stuff. However, when I confront you as an audiance, I lost my train of thought... Awell. Maybe later?

AWSOME PICTURES (Just 4 fun)

The sweetest living love in the animal kingdom to me: SIR 'BILLY'
He is my most closest animal and is the most beautiful creature in my eyes.






Dora... Dora,Dora,Dora. The tiniest, silliest and most stubborn lil' thing I know, but love desperately.



Her royal cuteness...

:D

Okay, okay... I figured this would happen... Life got me busy and I neglected to blog... whoops. I'm sure it will happen again. Only SO MUCH has occured. *Phew* where to start? I'm getting my first fursuit. (I will upload a pic...)

HERE:


I just got done with my occasional dog-sitting job. (six days on a tight schedule & spending the night @ someone's house watching their spoiled dogs is tough sometimes.) Bah. That's awright. :/ Whelp. I will keep trying to post very frequent. Here is a fun lil' thing... My favorite magazines are 'JUXTOPAZ' 'HAUTEDOLL' 'HARPER'S BIZZARE' 'GLAMOUR' Check 'em out for fun... ;) ;) *wink wink nudge nudge*

My new friend

He's the dark brown haired one Lol He's such a goob...

Pics of Seward Trip OCEAN BOWL TRIP

Hello again

Back from Seward Sunday @ 6:00. Been busy, homework homework homework! Hade so much fun, and will upload pics n vids for you.

Off to Seward

I will take pictures for you. Don't feel left out.

Just another Day in... Well, not paradise.

:D Hello. I have alot of school work so I can't post tooooo much, however, I will probably have no internets for four days come Thursday, but I'll fill ya in when I get back from Seward. Thankies.

Alright here was on my insomnic mind last night

First off, I came up with a clever saying... "I am more artistic when I'm insomnic." I have hardly been sleeping and I know many more people oyt there who live like this aswell. Feel free to talk about your bizzare thoughts while you SHOULD be asleep...

Alright, it always seems I am comming up with stories or songs at night, or making my best art (drawings) even creating lectures which I go over verbally with myself. Most nights I hook in my music and dance for a few hours... Energy energy energy... However, come morning I am drop dead ZOMBIFIED! *yawn* And I make my way stumbling to the bus, trippin' over myself and the snow. But believe it or not I have never fallen asleep on the bus, too paranoid, hah. I can drive to school but the bus is cheaper. Plus, I may be a little scary if I drove in these situations, ha. No, usually I crank the music and that keeps me good awake, look mom, 'No coffee!' ('stead of no hands.)I sure hope my English teacher would never read this, "i feer teh Engwish ish be bahd." Ahwell, bet you can't tell I'm having fun? Hope your having as much fun as I, until then my 'stalker' friend. Good Day.